I'd wander the world. I know it's gay but I watched The Beach with the girlfriend recently, and while the silly utopian island life seemed nice, what really blew my mind was the filthy, spicy urban outdoors of Thailand. I am from CT and needless to say, I've never seen what could be called a shanty town, even the 'ghettos' around here have upscale restaurants in them. (Yeah, fuck you Hartford gangstas. Your worst neighborhoods are on the same block as Bar Celona). I want to spend some time among dirty humanity. I'm not sure why, it seems unpleasant, but I feel my life needs a hefty dose of perspective.